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everything never be the same

Someone said that brother and sister means forever. First time she heard it she absolutely agree with it.

Time goes by, and she became partly agree with it.

When someone decided to make a commitment with others, they had to leave some of their part of live.

When she hasn't decided to make a commitment to anybody, she is the one who was left by others. Brother or sister is one of them. Maybe they didn't want to be like that, but they have to.

She was sitting in this room. A long time ago she used to be spend some night with him in this room. Made a joke, watched some movies, smoked, cried, told stories, and many other activities. She has to do it by herself now. She knows it will be like this. She always thinks that she is ready. She always has to show that she is ready, eventhough it needs a lot of tears. He's just never knew it. He doesn't need to.

She was left like this twice. She thought the third time would be easier, but it wasn't. It isn't easier, even a bit.

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She fell down several times. He was there to help her.

She couldn't get back to the boat, he pulled her up.

Yesterday, he just did the right things and it made her happy. Actually, makes her comfortable.

Then one day, if one of them has to go so far for a long time, they will realized how close is their friendship.

Someday, he must know how worry this girl about him.

One day, they have to be a man and a woman that had a lot of great memories, but they should act like they didn't have anything.

Some years later, they have to remember those stories in their mind alone.

she was wondering why she can not be as feminine as most of women

She has two elder brothers and one elder sister. They all had married.

Now, she is living with her parents. And, have to admit, her parents are not young anymore. They have a lot of new hobbies lately. One of them is having a fish.

There is one fish in their house. First day they bought it, there are only she and her father. Her father had to put some cable on the ceiling. He couldn't go up on the chair or something. Therefore, she stood on a chair to reach the ceiling. She put the cable on it. She help her father.

The big question has an answer. She had been prepared to take care of her father in these days. When her elder brothers and sister were busy with their family, she was there. Everything has a reason and soon we will know it.

love does exist

He came to her house. A cake was on his hand. "Enjoy your bday. Miss u, my bear!" was written on it. He took a picture of her and that cake. After that, he was sitting on the couch in the living room.

"How's thing going on?"

"Not well."

He told me about how his relationship was going on. WAS. Past tense.

I thought I just had a chat with his girlfriend yesterday and she didn't say anything about her relationship.

He is sad. Deeply sad. He tried to laughed to not show his dissapoinment. I also laughed. I hope he will fell better if someone is not sad hearing his story. It is not a sad sorry, maybe it is just not happy ending story.

He walked away. He will send that surprises to his girlfriend that is in Australia tomorrow. He feels sorry for what he had done. He will do anything to make it work out.

There is still a man who is falling in love with a women with all his heart. I just can't believe it, eventhough there is distance between them.

Salute!

Pssst, love does exist. It's in their world. Is there any in mine?